Date:
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Time: 5:05 AM
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
hey!
che says:
hi
che says:
RACHEL
che says:
help me
che says:
i feel horrible
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
wad happened??
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
omg
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
want me to call u??che says:
MY DAD LOST 1500 BUCKS IN BLACKJACK YTD
che says:
no lah
che says:
don't need
che says:
wth
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
family??che says:
is this how they treat money
che says:
NO
che says:
my mum's "friends"
che says:
wah lao
che says:
they won't feel the pinch for my dad ah?
che says:
keep betting and betting
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
so ur mum knew abt it??che says:
and he only became the banker because nobody else wanted
che says:
YES
che says:
damn pissed at them
che says:
and i want to comfort my dad but i want to let him knw that it is wrong also
che says:
that's why im feeling horrible
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
ok dont be so upset kays?? i guess its only gn be this one time of the year and they wld learn from this experience and be extra careful nx timeche says:
please
che says:
i hope they do
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
i think just let the matter passche says:
but i tld him something quite mean
che says:
i tld him.. nvm,nxt time when i grow up i won't gamble
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
cus i think it wld create a bigger situation if u bring it up
che says:
i knw lah
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
its too sensitive right nowche says:
he told me
che says:
haiyoh
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now i can't act cheery in front of him to cheer him up
che says:
im damn pissed off at my mum's "friends"
che says:
she is a damn bad host alr nvm
che says:
when the food they catered came, my mum gave my dad the money to help her pay
che says:
and he helped them carried the food in
che says:
while my mum watch her friends play mahjong
che says:
and while the host played mahjong
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
i unds i undsche says:
my dad got ego also leh
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
maybe its really an adult's issue that we dont undsche says:
and they actually don't take over quickly when they saw him losing
che says:
and they smoke
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
i mean to me this is like a really touchy subject
che says:
and i can't tell my mum how lousy i feel her friends are
che says:
the thing is the host actually helped one of my mum's friend who lost abt the same amt to recoup his losses
che says:
and she didn't even offer my dad help
che says:
like seriously
che says:
he is not even a friend
che says:
or not even a friend's husband
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
ok ok{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
yah i think sometimes the people we love just get used like that and we lose out more than we ever shld, and it sucks to be able to do nth abt it
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
i think just let the matter rest, and when the time is ok just give a small reminder to ur parents not to gamble n perhaps sbe careful of those fwens
{RACHEllE} is uncrushable/ says:
do it subtlely cus u dont wanna hurt ur parents too or make em think ure being too bossy n rude bahche says:
ya i know
che says:
that's why i feel bad now
che says:
but i don't know how to make my dad feel better
ok.great. i ranted to rach and i feel much better now.
God, please give me wisdom and teach me how to comfort my dad too.
but really. i will quit gambling. even with 10 cents.
1500 is someone's salary, maybe two people's.
it's about 8 months of my pocket money.
REMEMBER TO REMIND ME TO KEEP THIS PROMISE.
EVERYBODY, DON'T BE GREEDY.
love,
che.